Making Good Times...

14-16 years in the making... its the type of friendship where everyone has just been through everyone's life turning events. not individually, together. This weekend was a definite breather ... first off congrats to Abdullah... he's finished with school and is ready for the whole nuclear med world! We all went out on Friday to celebrate... which of course is just the pre-cursor to his grad party in Miami in two weeks... i can't wait for that!
I had a really .... i need to find the right words.... this weekend the luv i felt from friends... thats what i needed. they never fail in that category anyways yet sometimes u need it more than other times. Its when u have that empty feeling... that gut wrenching empty feeling, does that make sense? kind of being scared thinking "is this how its going to be" cuz life is dealing cards from the bottom of the deck... and ur looking for that ace or that one card to complete your hand.... and why i'm relating this to poker i dont know...lol.... but yah i tend to run away from that feeling but we all do. so its ok. thats why its good to have a blog for the self expression. man i've put up some crazy hater-ass blogs too hahhaha thats just me at that moment in time. i dont have ill feeling towards anyone.. even dating wise. it can't always be what you would hope for it to be.
hey my weekly crew i always thank you guys for the time u spend with me (insert ur jokes here lol)... also thanks to Wes, NJ, JV, Meed, Dalouny for chillin on Friday at Grab Bar... love to see those guys... plus some peeps from my gym (angel, kat, martinez, chili) for coming out to chill with me (by the way the shirts i designed look bad-ass lol my one conceited moment but where da hell is my shirt?????) and shoutout to jv for my late night pizza snack attack saturday night.... Gail and Muna for lunch on Saturday... Robin, Omair, Zubair, your cousin who's name i can't spell, Dullah, Zishan, Ridwan for Saturday afternoon and to Rochelle, Bux, Talib bro's (yes all three in one spot lol), Corey, Kiff, Magic and Pranav for staying out with me on a Sunday till 2am... total craziness and laughs...