Feb 17, 2007

Stop....and Breath..... =)

Wow... been a minute since I've just sat somewhere and had nothing to do. no deadlines, no pressure, no meetin up with anyone today.... I'm at Barnes and Nobles right now on Westheimer and Hillcroft. I have one spot right in between the religion section and ethnic section. There's a plug for my laptop here and i just sit in this one spot. You know sometimes when you just push yourself and make yourself so busy and it really is just a way to keep you from thinking about stuff that really bothers you? yah, that's pretty much me. Its not a sob story, its life. Some things you just have to deal with on your own even if you have all these people to talk to and give you advice. Man, usually at times like this I would hit up my piano. I miss that. I can still play, I think the last time I did was 2 years ago during my trip to Chile. I have to say that is my biggest regret in life right there. Playing piano is what i did best and when I was pulled out of it that really killed me. Its cuz Ernie and I were taking it at the same time and he hated it and my mom got into it with my piano teacher. lolz. I should have continued on my own though. They make keyboards that feel like a piano now, its crazy.

Hmm yah so right now listening to Sade "By Your Side"....she has a very sexy voice and she is beautiful. I have her DVD concert and I jam it every chance I can get. She's half african half english. Not alot of people know this song... its always crazy to me when I find someone who does.

I had a lot of fun last night. I need to do that blog as well, i'll have to come back later and do that. I'm so dumb, I uploaded the pics to my USB to bring it here and i freakin left it in my computer at work. genius.

So thinking about taking another trip. My other way out besides partying lol. Maybe hit up Jersey to visit Jorge and Jae, I miss them. My high school friends are the closes peeps I got and when they start moving around the country its like "man, no more hanging out" u know? i'm such a boy. i loved playing games with them, chillin, and play fighting. Growing up sux. Speaking of growing up... my birthday is next month. I usually try to avoid that at all costs but I think this year I gonna have fun with friends =)

omg i need to smoke some hookah right now. lolz. its weird cuz i don't smoke yet I love this stuff. Apple-Rose, thas da flavor. Usually I hit it up at Zubair's or Dullah's house so maybe they will be home later hahhahahhahhaha

oh snap...now Santana is playing. I love this guy man. Ist time i saw his concert was on Buffalo Bayou and it was a freakin full moon out that night. hellz yah, best concert. I love instrumental with the electric guitars and drums...somethin about it. Last night before taking off to club XO, Dullah and I jammed out Hotel California by the Eagles. damn i love that song too..that's one of my drinking jamz right there. I remember being in Hawaii listening to a guy sing it on his guitar while I was drinking a beer and watching the waves on the beach. moments like that, time stand still. why am i craving a beer now? lolz hahahhahaha

uh oh just got da call from Ryan Strong. lolz party calls begin and looks like tonight might be Rich's. I know i know, lets say it all together "Gay" but he says it has changed so why not. Gotta gather my drinking buddy Dullah who by the way...i dunno how it does it with work, school and going out. Freakin soldier this guy. He stays tru though, its more of the misery loves company type of deal between him, me, z and zubair. lolz dullah thinks we are all depressed and has his own Chili Peppers song dedicated to us. It is what it is!! Man i'm rambling....oh well this is what a blog is for. The fact that you read this far ....I could clown on you but I appreciate it ;) Ok i gonna go into the geeky ass computer section and read some more graphic books.... did i tell u i wanted to be an animator or code for video games. yah. that would require me moving to cali... i dunno...who knows.... ciao for now =)

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